2nd day at school

well, it was alrite even though i was REALLY REALLY exhausted. i could hardly sit still for half an hour because of my aching back. right. as usual, i arrived pretty early. and i've been the FIRST in class since yesterday. LOL. maybe i can try going to school a little later. i can spend it sleeping at home! HAHAHA. right, WHATEVER.

i've finally made my way through accounting. all the machine-talking from the teacher just couldn't make me understand the topic. thank god i've got my classmate to help. it's stones thrown away from my heart, you know? WHO KNOWS?! NOBODY! HA! right. WHATEVER.

it has been 2 weeks since he left me. how shocking does time actually flies. it frightens me to realise i'm still harbouring the ache, while putting on a brave front. i can no longer cry, my tears have all ran dry. my tear glands have been numbed, or probably choked to the brim. the ache still exist, but below my brave front. the ache still lives in me, just behind my hidden mask. everyday i put on a mask and pretend everything is alrite. everyday i live behind a mask. at times, i realise i daren't even remove it because tears may just start rolling.

it lives forever. really.
it's a BIG word, but it'll live eternally.
yes, i know it will.


imu.